Things arent always the way it seems.

Date ; Monday, August 20, 2012
Time ; 1:45 AM
Title ; Holding on to the past

hey sweetheart,
if you're reading this, you got the right to know that i'm on the verge of breaking point. I have no idea if i'm able to take your crap this year nevertheless 4 fucking years that you're there.
Many told me to just give you up, i mean even your good friends. Heard so much stuffs about you that isnt positive. I alway gave you the benefit of the doubt on hearing such issues, but the more i hear and the actions you portray me towards and all... I just realise that you're not the guy i fell in love with 2 over years ao, i know that people do change and all, i accepted that and adapted myself to your changes. But now thinking about it, am i just holding onto the past, i mean you're hardly the guy i fell in love with, am i suppose to continue to hold on?
i am holding on to the past, a small part of me cant help but wonder will you go back to the guy that i love so much, i seriously doubt in and i doubt thi relationship now.

Just heard things about you, and sorry to say its over baby.

Faking it till I make it.
CLARE It's the little things. The past. November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 February 2011 March 2011 May 2011 August 2011 September 2011 April 2012 August 2012	Date ; Monday, August 20, 2012 Time ; 1:45 AM Title ; Holding on to the past hey sweetheart, if you're reading this, you got the right to know that i'm on the verge of breaking point. I have no idea if i'm able to take your crap this year nevertheless 4 fucking years that you're there. Many told me to just give you up, i mean even your good friends. Heard so much stuffs about you that isnt positive. I alway gave you the benefit of the doubt on hearing such issues, but the more i hear and the actions you portray me towards and all... I just realise that you're not the guy i fell in love with 2 over years ao, i know that people do change and all, i accepted that and adapted myself to your changes. But now thinking about it, am i just holding onto the past, i mean you're hardly the guy i fell in love with, am i suppose to continue to hold on? i am holding on to the past, a small part of me cant help but wonder will you go back to the guy that i love so much, i seriously doubt in and i doubt thi relationship now. Just heard things about you, and sorry to say its over baby.