Fuck, off.
Things arent always the way it seems.
Faking it till I make it.

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It's the little things.


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Date ; Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Time ; 1:59 PM
Title ;

met up with bucktooth, dajie,troublemaker yesterday.(:
In the end i got lost cause i have no idea how to go to koven.
(thanks to bucktooth's wonderful directions) :D
supposed to go out this morning
but in the end, daddy dragged feeling at me.
so didnt went out
argh.
going scuba at 3 again today.
gosh cant wait for it to end even though its fun.
burn my homeleave. bu xi huan xDD
thank goodness bucktooth etc will wait for me to be done(:
sooo yay! then can go outingssss :D
cant wait *excited*


i knew you werent serious in the first place.
can i believe what you said now is true?


i'm i thinking too much?


Date ; Friday, December 18, 2009
Time ; 10:24 PM
Title ;

i really dont know whats happening
i thought over it so much that i'm going nuts over what i thought.
am i overly parnoid?
or what i'm feeling is whats real.
fcuk it.
really fcuk it mans
i dunno whats whats now.


Date ; Monday, December 7, 2009
Time ; 9:55 PM
Title ;

Gosh,
i'm like in a surreal blurr now.
I dont know what i want.
What am i to do.
Where the hell i'm heading.
I'm really sick and tired of everything.
I tried so many times.):
And yet nothingn seem to work.
I'm like on the verge of breaking down and giving up every single thing.

7dec2009 1.18pm :DD