Fuck, off.
Things arent always the way it seems.
Faking it till I make it.

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Date ; Sunday, February 28, 2010
Time ; 11:09 PM
Title ;

Baby's at my house now.
Really tired after today's scuba training.
Carried and carried like almost all the equipment. -_-
Was at the dive company yesterday.
Went out woth baby etc.
Then ate with my parents with him to celebrate my early birthday(:
Guess i'm really gonna miss baby when i back in there.
I dunno why i'm depending so much on him now. ):
Is that a good thing or bad?



I'm gonna put my picture with my ex and me .
Wait alright baby:D


Date ; Monday, February 22, 2010
Time ; 7:12 PM
Title ;

Currently am at the computer cum library.
Had a rather good day.
Except when i felt like crap after drinking the freaking coffee.
And end up puking during chinese period.
Hoho, that was fun.
guess no more coffee for me anymore?
Hahas, Hazel's finally back.
But missed her as she went to court.):
No worries, there's like a few more days.
Hope everything goes well and i'll be able to go home yeah.(:


Date ; Thursday, February 18, 2010
Time ; 6:54 PM
Title ;

Maybe things are working out?..
At least there seems to be hope.(:
Going home this week!:D HOORAY
I think it's really sweet of baby.
He CLAIMED that he couldnt sleep after reading my post yesterday.
Hahas, am i to believe? Yes, i do.(: Awww, sorry baby caused you to worry.(:
School went well today.(:
Completed all my homework that supposed to last me the weekend.
So i can spend more time with baby yeah(:
Ho, just heard that that the 'Uncle Ringo's' back in Singapore!
Eeeekkk, WO YAO ! I want i want iwant!
Hahas, but my Saturday is like full?
Squeezzeeeee time?


To my stalker baby;
I'll keep my promise yeah. (:


Date ; Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Time ; 7:22 PM
Title ;

Things seriously are not going my way.
I really dont know is it my bad time coming.
I mean there's like such a abrupt change in everything.
I really hope that everything would be alright and go back to normal.
I just wanna get out of this freaking place mans!
Seriously, where's my social worker when i need her? Argh.
I really just hope that things would be alright again.

I'm sorry baby.):


Date ; Friday, February 12, 2010
Time ; 10:51 PM
Title ;

I finally back home again!:D
But i gotta bw back on Tuesday.
But it's better then nothing yeah.
Though i must say that without the people that had
been around me these few months, ought to feel a little werid.):
But absence makes the heart fonder yeah. HAHA
baby told me that he had bought me a present! :DDD
Cant wait to know what isit. He doesnt want to tell me ):
Bought a rose for mummy.
And thanks to Maisie,Weijia&Mr Willy for the roses(:
And Weijia and the random sec1 girl for the cookies(:
HAHA, supposed to do baking with Tzehui and Yanting tomorrow.
But not really sure can they make it. But no matter will still carry
on with mine.(:


Date ; Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Time ; 4:01 PM
Title ;

hmmm..
doing my literature project now.
found a nice border but it makes the words quite hard to see.
ARGH..
hahahs. Baby's going Bosten from the 5-20 april. if everything goes well.
doubt anything would go wrong. Gonna miss him!
Furthermore, that's the period where i'm gonna have my MID-YEARS!
Jialat, my tutor's overseas then. ):
i'm sooo dead. i lost my boyfriend and baby at one goal.
Hahas. Run like crap for my 2.4km today.
And not surprisingly, i failed. -,-
Hahahs, alright gonna so my literature now.
Am to present it tomorrow (:


Date ; Sunday, February 7, 2010
Time ; 10:08 AM
Title ;

Ho, just woke up and well, feel better than all the rest of the days.(:
though i ike slept at 3 plus. Baby woke uplike even later than me. Hahas.
Was like accompanying Buckie on the phone till like 3.
Hearding her rantings and comforting her. I hope that she'll be alright yeah.
Baby's on his way now, so we're going for the second service.
Cause he's late! Hahas
Planning to have lunch with buckie later.

Patrica Lau aka Buckie
Be strong alright. There are always setbacks.
But it's how we deal with them that matters.(:


Heading back in like 8 more hours.


Date ; Saturday, February 6, 2010
Time ; 9:37 PM
Title ;

bought my heels cutt-ed my hair completed my e-learning?!
sortof. couldnt complete like afew of them.

I OFFICALLY ANNOUNCE THAT E-LEARNING SUCKS TO THE MAX!

hahas. still perfecting my literature project. pissed cause
i cant find the download for a song i need for the project.
baby's asleep now. cause he hasent reply my text.
he's really bummed out after diving today yeah. and spending like half the night
softof doing my homework for me(: and after i conked out.
talking to my dady. in the end, causing you to sleepover at my house.(:
thanks baby, couldnt have done it without you.(:
even when you're so tired out after working you still came.
better do my literature before like you nag me again. -,-


Date ; Friday, February 5, 2010
Time ; 9:52 AM
Title ;

Gosh.

like just woke up. because of the stupid medicine.

well. today felt better? i had had worse.

trying my best to chiong the stupid e-learning thingy.

had a funny dream just now. but couldnt really remember it.

hmmmm..

waiting for the literature"romeo&juliet" video to buffer.(:

online but baby isnt. ass him xD

guess he's out delivering docements.

its like 7.14pm now.
and i havent done my english yey.
fcuk it sials.
ARGH
i like did it halfway already but then i forgot to save it so ITS GONE
AND I MUST REDO!
WTH RIGHTS


Date ; Thursday, February 4, 2010
Time ; 9:48 PM
Title ;

woah.
just like copleted the stupid maths quiz.
and like managed to get 15/20(75%)
ARGH!
bu xi huan cause like i'm supposed to get 17/20.
but cause my eye kenna stamp.
i got the correct answer.
but just because the numbers are mixed up and not in the same order asmine.
i ti-kam. then i realised my mistake.
ho, it's too late!
argh! angry.
gosh, like i only did one quiz for the whole day.
i like have alot to complete tomorrow.
think i'm going up now and rest.
eye pain~


Date ;
Time ; 3:13 PM
Title ;

I'm in the freaking CR2 doing like freaking computer thingy
that i dont even bother or care.
The "teacher" damm sucky, seriously make me pissed off i just say
that i have a mc for today and walk out.
Seriously mans, piss me off to the max.
I like still have my e-learning to do.
Seriously feel likeeee ARGHHHHH now.
Disgusting instructor. Disgusting instructor. Disgusting instructor!
Cause she not even a teacher she's just a freaking instructor.
EEEWWWW. (:
Actually there's not really much a need for me to come today,
but it's like damm bored in there.
So i decided to have some fresh air outside.
Thanks to Afiq i have done like my excel thingy( he helped me to like complete it) :D
Saw buckie and her boyfriend when phoning baby(:
He was sending her back(:
Yesterday, baby sooo sweet he really came to accompany me back to hostel.
And delievered to my school-doorstep my medicine, just ike he said.
Just didnt think that he would really do that.
He like took early leave from work to deliver it to me.(:
Thanks baby; it really meant alot to me.
Delfia told me alot of things today which
well... i'm still pondering about.
I dunno why i am, when i shouldnt.
Break now, thank goodness.
Decided to stay here and OPENLY serve the net. Hahas (:
I like have no idea how am i to complete my e-learning work.
Cause like it's sooo damm confusing and the instructions are like crap.
Yay! I'm like gonna be home tommorrow(:
Break's over, everyone's coming back and we're starting all over again. eekk
Later~