Fuck, off.
Things arent always the way it seems.
Faking it till I make it.

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Date ; Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Time ; 10:55 PM
Title ; Every little thing matters and counts.

            #1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

            #2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

            #3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

            #4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

            #5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

            #6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

            #7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

            #8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

            #9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

            #10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

            #11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

            #12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

            #13 When she’s scared, protect her.

            #14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

            #15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

            #16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

            #17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

            #18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

            #19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

            #20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

            #21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

            #22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

            #23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

            #24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

            #25 Don’t let her have the last word.

            #26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

            #27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

            #28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

            #29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

            #30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to
            her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

            #31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

            #32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

            #33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

            #34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

            #35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

            #36 Watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think it’s stupid.

            #37 Let her into your world.

            #38 Let her wear your clothes.

            #39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her

            #40 Let her know she’s important.

            #41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

            #42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is
            “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”

            #43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.


Date ; Thursday, March 24, 2011
Time ; 9:43 PM
Title ;

You're coming home in just another week.
I'm worried and afraid.